Just feeling like shit and need to vent.

What the fuck is wrong with me? Why is it that people that don't have HALF my knowledge can get ahead at work? But yet I, who has been there for 8 years and I know both front end and some back room, am just stuck up front.

All I wanna do right now is cry, and hurt myself. If only I could scream and cry at work and not have everyone ask what's wrong.

Yeah.

So I'm feeling really blah today. I have also been feeling really alone in the world. Even with my best friends by my side doing things, I still feel alone. I hate it!